Monday, January 17, 2011

Different

I thought things might be different. I thought being pregnant would allow my grief to come to an end. Certain aspects of it definitely have subsided. And even though I know that this was part of the plan for my life... today, I am sad. How can that be? How can I be so wonderfully blessed with such a miracle and still be missing my baby Cole? If not for Cole's entrance to heaven, these angels wouldn't even be growing in my belly.

So, to wish for Cole, means wishing these twins didn't exist.

And that is a very sad...and very blessed...place to be.

I continue to pray for Lindsey and Brian today and hope that you will send up your most precious good thoughts and prayers for a couple who deserves to hold their beautiful, healthy baby in their arms in 2011. Please also send them names for their name gallery. I am sure they could use the smiles today.

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My friends were just talking about this dicothomy-
Have you heard the hymn- It is well with my soul? Read the background here- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/It_Is_Well_with_My_Soul

Our hearts ache, but we always have joy. We are poor, but we give spiritual riches to others. We own nothing, and yet we have everything. 2Corinthians 6:10

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