Wednesday, October 24, 2012

October 15th

October 15th was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. 

This picture only shows one candle, but we actually lit several for specific friends and families who are going through rough seas right now. I emailed out two private messages to two friends who suffered big losses last year and are going through the unthinkable right now. One of my friends was 37 weeks pregnant. My heart just aches.

I already mentioned that Monday's candle lighting sparked a rough week for me. While I miss Cole tremendously, it's about more than that for me right now. My heart just aches for people going through the loss of their children. I don't understand it. Just when I start to figure it all out and come to peace with how God fits into all of it, I start to doubt that. Wow. I've never shared something so personal. I'll get through this with my faith; I'm certain of it. I just need some time. I don't know if it's possible to go back into the stages of grief. But I kinda feel like I'm back in the angry stage.


Tesha said... Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

It is so difficult to know someone that is going through the pain of losing a baby because we know just how devastating it is. Some days I sure feel like I am going backwards as well. Praying for you!

Ashley said... Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

Thoughts about you on the 15th ((hugs)) It is hard when feelings come back when we thought we had worked through them. I think this is a life long journey. Know that I think of you are your sweet family often!

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